Monday, May 29, 2017

For Thy Good and Experience

HELLO EVERYONE

So I guess I'll just start with the changes going on here at the MTC.
First of all, the MTC is getting  SUPER busy. All of the missionaries
who are getting off from school and set their availability for the
summer more and more every Wednesday. The cafeteria might as well be a
gauntlet at this point. And residences/classrooms are getting filled
at the same rate. But the good news is, and second of all, the new
buildings here are opening up next week and they look awesome. The
only bummer is that I don't think any of the foreign languages get to
move to the new buildings. Which really is unfair if you think about
it, the foreign language missionaries are the ones who have less of an
ephemeral stay here at the MTC. But oh well. Maybe they'll move us to
a bigger classrooms to fill out our zone. And speaking of the zone,
and third of all, they just called me to be the zone leader for the
Korean Branch for the next four weeks. I felt like I already had
enough on my plate but I guess the Lord saw it fit to afflict more
blessings towards me. I'm still adjusting to the calling but I'm
looking forward to whatever may come of it.

But as far as how my general experience at the MTC is going, it's
still good. I look forward to learning something new everyday, I'm not
even kidding. Maybe it's because I know so little about Korean and how
to properly teach that I'm grasping at whatever I can get but I really
do enjoy all the things that I'm learning in one way or another. It's
pretty easy to get stressed out or overwhelmed though, if you don't
have the right mindset. Like when I start to get anxious or fret about
things that are out of my control, it obstructs the learning and
definitely obstructs the Spirit. Here at the MTC there is a lot of
talk about the "character of Christ" and how if you boiled it all down
you would know that the Savior always "turns out" instead of "turning
in". Put more simply, every missionary should be striving to forget
about themselves and instead focusing on the work. This can be
difficult when you feel like you have worry about yourself first, fix
whatever, then deal with the work. Bzzzt. Wrong. This whole week I've
been struggling with my own stress and my own problems but I saw that
as I put that aside and put my effort towards our investigators or in
strengthening my knowledge in the gospel that the problems fix
themselves. And I know for a fact that when times do start to weigh on
you, that that's just for your experience, and for thy good. He's
stretching us to make us tools in his hands, and that's something to
take joy in. But accepting and being able to always remember that
takes some patience, which is something I'm trying to work on because
another big focus here at the MTC is becoming more like Him. Which is
really just a goal for any disciple of Christ but even more befitting
for missionaries, who wear His name everyday and teach and testify of
him full time.

Well, that's all I got this week. I hope everyone is doing well, and
thanks to everyone who writes I appreciate it!

-Elder Metcalf


MY KOREAN NAME TAG
So there's no "f" sound in Korean so when I head over there I will
thence be known as "Met-keh-puh" (Metcalf) "Jang-no" (Elder). But the
natives here just call me Metkap Jangno based on my English name tag,
but here it is:




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